Hi everyone! My boyfriend and I have been in a solid relationship for 5 years, and we're about to enter our senior year of college. Being young and all, I thought it'd be nice to get some advice from "real adults", LOL.
Here's the deal: my boyfriend and I are pretty much engaged in all but the official sense. We've made that decision together over the last year and talk openly about our future wedding all the time. We haven’t gotten officially engaged because we're young and feel it's important to focus on graduating, finding jobs, and getting our lives settled before adding a wedding to the mix. We want to be able to afford a wedding we love, not just settle for a small elopement. Plus, if I’m being totally honest, I'm worried about the judgment of getting married young.
However, it has become apparent over the last few months that my family, apart from my mom, is more traditional than I thought. They genuinely love my partner, but they treat him differently because we're not officially engaged yet. Here are a few examples that have come up in just the last 2 weeks:
• We have a big family vacation planned for this summer, but my boyfriend wasn't invited because he's "just" my boyfriend. I'll be the only one there without my partner (of 5 years). As if that's not enough, they want me to babysit the kids while all the couples go out for dinner since I'll be the only "single" one there. It feels unfair and silly to me.
• Our plan to move in together after graduation is also met with resistance. My family (excluding my mom) is adamant that they won't provide any help or support if we decide to move in before an official engagement.
• They seem worried that I might compromise on my dreams and aspirations just to be with my boyfriend. It's frustrating because we're making decisions about our future together. My partner doesn't expect me to give up a good opportunity for him. I'm convinced that if we were engaged, nobody would question my choice to include him in that decision.
I get why my family feels this way, but it's causing some tension. We're wondering if we should just get engaged after graduation and have a longer engagement to save up just to avoid more issues like this for the next few years. We're sure about getting married, so it’s really down to finances and age. My partner and his family are supportive either way, but I was hoping to be really responsible about this decision. Any sage advice from you all would be greatly appreciated!
Quick note: I'm not looking for advice on whether we're too young to make this decision. We've discussed it with our couples therapist and trusted adults, and they've been helpful. We have special circumstances not mentioned, so we trust their guidance.